Lola is short for Dolores.

it means Pain in Spanish,

Pain from a mother's heart bleeding for her sacrificed son.

Here I am, suspended above a bull's blood-red cloth,

fettered by skilful shibari bonds that ignite in their movement.

I oscillate like a Foucault pendulum

between apprehension, embarrassment, and abandonment,

at the will of the shadow of ancestral "hombres" ,

heroic figures from the Spanish Family Pantheon,

about whom I know very little,

but I can guess that they are dark and shadowy.

I dangle, helpless,

 my bare buttocks exposed to everyone's gaze

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Lola Blaspera